nape awk berubah???

erm..sdih gila..xd owg nk lyn sy..duk umah asyk kne mrh n bebel je nan kkq...dy tu xabes mnjrit..skit tlinga sy.. bf sy lak perngai dy dh berbh gila...sjk dh kpl sebln nie dy slalu xlyn aq...msg un x..kol lg la.erm..asyk ngan kwn2 dy je....aq dtglkn....erm..bowink tau x..kalu dh xnk lyn aq baek ptus...aq perlukn perhatian....memg setiap gf nk kn perhatian...nk dbelai..nk dimanjakn..tp sy skunk nie???d ape??dtglkn..right??erm...aduh...!!!seriously prngai dy berubh.....erm..aq rse dy ad pompn len..tp xbek slh sngke...erm..xtau nk uat pe....aq tkut dy un sme cm lki len...aq tkut dy tglkn aq...ya allah...kalu dy tglkn aq..merane...seriously xsnggp kne tgl lg...ckup larh slame nie kne tgl....k larh bye...crying again..then pening kpale..:'(